I don’t always feel so distracted. So distractible.
Ai-yi-yi. Extreme!
I changed my mind about what to do about 14 times today.
I totally meant to write another posting that’s a no-brainer, following up on the elephants posting I just did (let’s hope I get it done soon - if I do you’ll totally see what I mean about it being a no-brainer) & even another post, describing yesterday’s so cool, so-amazing episode of grace…
but instead I read too many Substacks (I sure do like Celia Farber!!), watched a good chunk of a pretty insightful (& very sobering) interview Tucker Carlson did recently with Jeffery Sachs, managed to inadvertently subscribe to 4 or so Substackers I didn’t actually mean to (not quite sure how I pulled that off, & this at a time when I know I can’t possibly do justice to the too-many I already subscribe to - talk about “eyes bigger than my stomach”)
& just all-around felt restless as heck.
I made myself go out for a walk, finally, & do some errands.
That was smart.
I’m not quite so squirrel-y now.
Just gonna say here, for the record, that the weather here where I live (Toronto, Ontario, & right down by the lake, as it happens) has been very unsettled lately. For more than a week now. Just under 2 weeks ago there was some pretty serious weather down in the U.S. Tornadoes across several states on Memorial Day weekend - quite a few deaths.
Up here we seemed to be getting the “tail end” of that weird weather system. Which is logical. Not unexpected, I daresay.
But the weird weather keeps persisting. What’s been happening for me, as a weather-watcher? I see all the forecasts of huge rainfall & big storms - most of which seem to blow over the area I live in - not complaining about that! - but it’s just day after day of forecasts of weather being either hotter or cooler or windier or stormier or more humid than expected - & it keeps changing so many times through the day! Cloudy. Sunny. Big nasty clouds threatening. And going by. And then suddenly it’s sunny again.
Rinse & repeat.
It’s … unsettling!
Now.
Do I feel squirrel-y ‘cos the weather is so unsettled?
Is unsettled weather capable of making us humans feel, well .. unsettled?
I’m inclined to think so.
But then, I know I can be weird.
So.
It’s just a thought.
Take it with a grain of salt, & move on.
“Be careful not to do something permanently stupid because you are temporarily angry, stressed, scared, tired or hungry.” – Karen Salmansohn
Or … squirrel-y.
And yes.
I know, I know, I know
It isn’t just the weather that is unsettled…
no it is not just you: it is the "totally" like the commercials say "unnecessary" urgency of EMAIL.. and the constant .. OH MY.. if you don't do this now.. this offer may never happen again: I say OH WELL.. that's life.. as a Christian I pray and take my sweet time.. which is MY SWEET TIME.. and ignore the rest. my email box is filled w/ HUNDREDS of emails on all different topics.. I mean really diverse and unrelated topics from the ongoing election..to the Covid issues and then all the Wars all over the world and also the the stock market.. I just focus on what I need to focus on. Because of my scientific training I just delete and or do a search for the emails that I need to find today or what I am working on.. the rest Oh well.. 16 K unread emails.. I will get to them when I feel like it or maybe never. Just take your sweet time.. and respond when you are ready to respond. take care. Isabell